During
his lectures, one devotee often shares with the participants,
the guidance he received to explain this fundamental
point. It is in the form of a simple demonstration.
It
is an audiovisual introduction to who we are. We record
this guidance and its impact in his own words.
When
we carefully read Swami's discourses or listen to
him regularly, we notice that, again and again, He
makes three declarations to
drive home the fundamental truth . In fact, he very
often reiterates this declaration even during interviews.
The
first declaration is
"I
am always with you. I am all around you. I am on your
right, on your left, in front of you, behind you,
above you and below you". Many
people understand the import of this declaration,
but others start wondering: Swami certainly has a
very extensive aura, and what He says would be true
when we are in Prashanthi or Brindavan, but how is
it possible when we go back to Delhi, New York, Tokyo,
or Rio? The doubt lingers on.
The
second declaration He makes is "you
are in Me and I am in you". Again, this
assertion confuses many of us. We wonder how this
could be possible. I remember an incident in April
1993. That year was a time for overseas devotees.
Almost every single day, Swami gave a discourse, and
He had instructed that priority should be given to
overseas devotees for entering the small hall. A tall
American became friendly with me. We would discuss
spirituality, dharma, and ethics while waiting long
hours in the darshan lines. One day, Swami repeated
this declaration. After the discourse, this American
tapped me on the shoulder and said," Brother,
I don't get this. How on earth could I be in Swami
and He in me? I'm seven feet tall and Swami is just
over five"!
"All
I could say was,"Oh, Ted, he was talking spiritually".
But what was the spiritual message in this declaration?
I had no clear comprehension.
The
third declaration he makes causes the maximum confusion
in the minds of many of us. He looks you straight in the
eye and, pointing with His index finger, articulates slowly
and very, very deliberately, "You
are God. I am God. We are one". I spent a
good deal of my adult life looking for God in the form
of Shiva in the Himalayan peaks and shrines. Many of us
imagine God sitting somewhere up in heaven with His supercomputer,
punching in every good or bad deed of ours. Then He eventually
decides whether we will go to heaven or burn in hell.
And here is Swami telling us, "You
are God".. it shatters all our paradigms;
how could a clod like me be God?
When we pray to Swami for guidance, he invariably responds.
I would like to share the experience of how He resolved
my dilemma on these three fundamental declarations.
It happened in August 1993. I was to interact with
the overseas devotees during the lectures that were
part of the daily routine. I felt an inner compulsion
to focus on these three declarations. But how? I did
not know.
Two
days before I was to speak, I woke up, as usual, very
early in the morning in the guest house in Brindavan.
Sitting in bed for contemplation, I prayed to Baba,
"Swami, please guide me to explain your three
declarations in some simple way, so simple that even
a 'slow kid' like me would understand". Having
thus prayed, I turned around in my bed to face Baba's
house, Trayee, as if Swami's presence was confined
to that little building! That is what force of habit
does to us. I sat quietly, I don't know for how long.
Suddenly, like a flash, Swami put a thought in my
mind: 'ice cubes'. It was another riddle. What had
ice cubes to do with divinity? I was completely confused.
But then, over the years, I have learnt that when
I am stuck and pray to Swami, "Please handle
it, Baba, I just cannot", He invariably shows
the way.
On
this occasion, the guidance led to a simple demonstration.
It starts with me showing the audience a glass container
full of ice cubes and water. An imaginary conversation
takes place between the water and the ice cubes.
"Water:
Ice cubes, you are in me and I am in you. Once again,
after a little pause, I ask the audience if the statement
made by the water is true. There is an even more enthusiastic
"Yes". Everyone knows that ice cubes are
mere frozen water. Finally, water speaks its last
sentence:
"Water:
Ice cubes, I am water. You are also water; we are
one.
"The
audience readily accepts this also to be true. Then
the ice cubes respond to the declaration made by the
water. A few of them speak:
"First
Ice Cube: I am not water. I am an ice cube, I
am the most perfect and beautiful form in the whole
universe. All my sides are equal, and what is really
unique is that each side is at a perfect right angle
to the other. How could anyone even imagine that I
am mere water? (Then, with great pride and deliberation,
he repeats) I am an ice cube.
"Second
Ice Cube: Brother, what you say is absolutely
true. But don't forget, I am very special. I am an
Indian ice cube, very ancient, and I know all the
scriptures by heart.
"Third
Ice Cube": Well. Don't forget that I am an
American ice cube, from the number one nation in the
world. I am more special than anyone here.
"Fourth
Ice Cube: (squeezing his way up front and saying
in a slow drawl) I am sure"you all have heard
of the small cheque of only $9 million that I donated
to the hospital".
So
an intense cacophony goes on among ice cubes. Ignorant
of the reality that all of them are water, they are
so obsessed with their temporary identity and accomplishments
that they have no time to even pause and ask the question,
' who am I?'
At
this stage of the demonstration, the audience is ready
and eager for the next part, an explanation.
Just
as a glass container is full of water and ice cubes
float in it, the infinite empty space is full of formless
cosmic power or force in which floats all that we
can perceive - galaxies, solar system, sun, planets
and moon, including a little speck called planet Earth
and all that exists on it. This power or force cannot
be seen with the eyes, but numerous spiritual scientists,
who have experienced its omnipresence, omnipotence,
and omniscience, have labeled this power differently:
God, I, Self, Brahman, Allah, and so on.
Just
as the raw material for ice cubes is water, the raw
material for all that we perceive in the seen universe
is this power named God.
Just
as ice cubes are a temporary form of water, all that
we perceive in the universe is the temporary form
of sat (energy),
with the needed level of consciousness. Inert rocks,
plants, insects, animals and man - in the evolutionary
process, each needs a higher level of consciousness.
Sai
Baba said as Krishna in the Bhagavad Gita,"All
the universe is merely a particle of my reality,"
or for that matter, what He says now,"all
the universe is in this hand".
It
was on 22nd June 1995 that Sai Baba decided
that Akbar was ready for the final dose of instructions
and He directed Akbar to drive with him to the Sai
university of which he is the Chancellor. On the outward
journey there was no conversation. After inaugurating
the Laser laboratory Sai Baba gave a lecture in the
university. He first explained at length the uses
of Laser and then came on to the input for Akbar.